Why do I get aroused by trans or big cocks? Anyone into fetish chat about this I don’t know if I sound like a loon but just can’t get fantasies right in head

I’ve a fantasy of being tied as a woman masturbates in front of me and orgasms let’s me kiss the inside of her thighs and taste her sweet orgasm then just leave me there as rock hard as I was when she started

Am I the only person aroused by having the breeze around my balks as some masked beauty (spandex mask) slurps on my shaft