So this is a true account of how I became the sexual person I am today.

Many years ago when I was in my teens, I had always considered myself to be a straight male. I had seen bits of bi porn over the years but had never really looked into it too much.

In my late twenties I had my first man on man experience. One night I was on the net looking for "chatrooms" to have conversations with people, as was the way at the time, pre social media. I happened across a site for gay men in cork and thought I would have a look, now bare in mind I had never been with a man in any way in the past but its wasn't something that I was put off by.

So I found myself in the chatroom of this site and started chatting with a couple of different guys. One guy I got on with quite well and after chatting for about an hour he was aware I had never been with a man but asked me if I would like to call to his house. I calmed my nerves and said yes. I got changed and jumped in my car after giving him my number. We meet at a petrol station near grange and chatted for another 15 min before he asked if I was happy to come to his house. I SAID YES. We got to his place and went into the living room, I think he didn't want to scare me off by going straight to the bedroom. As we sat there he asked if I wanted to kiss him and I said id rather not but could I touch him. He told me i could do whatever I was comfortable with. I VERY slowly put my hand inside his pants and for the first time ever i touched a cock that wasn't mine. My mind was racing and jumping all over the place. Within a few minutes his cock was out and I was wanking him, he very gentle but his hand on the back of my neck and slowly pushed my head down to his cock. I couldn't believe I was about to let a man stick his cock into my mouth but I did.

Over the next few hours this man changed the way I looked at sex forever. He was amazingly kind and respectful but had me doing stuff I would never have imagined. By the morning I had taken his rather large cock in my ass on many occasions and I had loved it. In the coming months I met this gentleman twice a week and became his toy. All the while I was still going out with my mates and sleeping with random girls a couple of nights a week, I working the bar/nightclub game in cork throughout the 90's and 00's and they were fun times.

Back to the fun stuff, over the months my "master" had done, I thought everything with me, he had fucked me, cum in my mouth, used me outdoors and even had a friend of his share me with him. After a year or so I had to move away with work and we lost contact. I have been with men on and off since and enjoyed the meets. A couple of years later I started dating a woman who was very openminded sexually. Within a few weeks of us going out she would have me tied to the bed and liked to whip me. She brought a whole different level of "kink" into my life. Even though we were a happy normal couple on the outside, she would regularly leave me sitting in a restaurant while she went to the loo and videoed herself playing with her pussy and send it to me at the table. She would insist on driving if we were going somewhere and I would play with her pussy as she drove. I don't think she ever wore knickers when we went out no matter where we were going. To be fair to her she was pure filth.

These two people are responsible for who I am today sexually. I currently have a female "fuckbuddy" that I meet every couple of weeks and she has set herself the challenge of getting me to say "no" to something. Two years back when we were in her house as her husband was away, she lead me to the bathroom, sat me into the bath and stood over me. She looked down at me and said "I bet your about to say no, cause im going to piss on you"!! lol she lost the bet and has been pissing on me ever since! It was the first time anyone had done that to me and I quite liked it. Today she has text me, as we are meeting Saturday night, and said, "this week you will drink my piss". Not sure how I feel about this but I'm willing to try it.

I believe this gentleman I meet all those years ago showed/taught me to experiment sexually and I thank him for that. He is the reason I have done all of the following in my life and always been respectful of others wants and kinks.

Been fucked by many men and women hard and fast, been used by a group of tops as a fuck toy, been used as a cumdump at a gay orgy, had a woman fuck my ass with a 13" strapon while her husband fucked my mouth, been walked naked like a dog by a woman around her garden before fucking her, swallowed my own cum, eaten more ass than I care to remember, had a number of threesomes with two women, fucked a woman's mouth while on a video call with work etc etc.

Its just fucking folks, don't take it too seriously!!!

I'd love to read any comments you may have!